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Thursday, January 19, 2006

Fear, Anger and Self-doubt

My exam scores still aren't back yet.

I feel ashamed of myself for worrying so much. (It's strange)

When I walk into a critical situation on labor and delivery, I can easily remain composed. When I'm confronted with a patient who is seizing or hemorrhaging to death, I know what I have to do inorder to stabilize that patient and resolve the situation. These things are second nature to me.

I can't unsterstand why this certification exam is stressing me out. I can't understand why the entire process has caused me to doubt myself and my abilities.

This is one of the few times in my life when I feel like I don't have control (maybe that is why I'm frustrated and angry)

What I've discovered a long time ago is that my faith has a way of holding it all together+

# posted by tommy @ 5:29 AM
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